I guess it's about time I took the to start writing in here again. That thing about me not caring well i guess it's not so much that I don't care. It's just that i think it's about time for me to realize that I am an adult and that I shouldn't care too much what people think of me. I should try to focus on making my self well again and not let me depression get the best of me.
Which brings me to another point; I am who I am. I will continue to do things the way I see fit. And although it would be nice to have your blessings, I do not need them to continue. I can learn how to survive with out them.